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Right now I'm feeling kind of down, having a crisis of conscience because of the various occult-originating themes present in Pokemon games (ghosts, hypnosis, yoga, psychic powers, fortelling the future, "gods," etc.) and trying to discern whether it all being fantasy anyway is enough of a safeguard from the feeling like I as a Christian am endangering souls by playing it...
It just feels like it's too much occultism layered in cute.
It's been bothering me for over a year now. Possibly several years. The thing is, I feel like there are two influences speaking to me, God and the devil, and I can't tell which one is which. I know that God doesn't sound like the devil, and that the devil will try to sound like God, so that gives me a hint.
I feel like the devil is levying accusations at me, trying to blur the lines between fantasy and reality.
I know there are some occultic themes in Pokemon. Not in ALL of Pokemon, but in a large enough portion of it, particularly the psychic and ghost types. But I also know that Pokemon has never been a one-on-one representation of reality, and includes things that have never been real to begin with and never will be, so it makes me wonder how much stock people really put into it. I also have Christian friends who play Pokemon and take part in my Pokemon RP with a clean conscience, so there's that.
But I'm worrying that playing Pokemon may be negatively affecting my discernment.
My family has a history of schizophrenia, and a close relative was just hospitalized for it. So I'm worrying that I may be losing my mind over the Pokemon issue, over trying to convince myself that there aren't demons following me around over it, or perhaps it's the demons that are trying to convince me. But in the meantime, I'm still going crazy here, with worry, guilt, and concern.
Right now, I'm praying God gives me a miracle, clarity of mind, and lets me see how things REALLY are here. I've made such wonderful friends in the Pokemon community, and some of them are Christians as well. I've wondered about that -- how some Christians seem to take fantasy better than others. C.S. Lewis and J.R.R. Tolkien, for instance, studied mythology and used aspects of it in their famous books. My parents taught us kids ancient mythology as well, even while they told us not to play Pokemon.
I also have a group of RPers on my own subreddit who RP Twitch Plays Pokemon storylines with me, and some of them are Christians.
So it makes me uneasy trying to figure out this whole "occultism in Pokemon" stuff, because hey I know Pokemon isn't real anyway, but isn't it kind of desensitizing to kids to hand them an imaginary pet monster that delights in casting curses on people?
Actually, it seems like Pokemon is a metaphor for my life right now -- it's a beautiful world, but it's full of so much danger ready to jump out at me from the tall grass, and some of that danger looks deceptively huggable.
Please pray for me.
It just feels like it's too much occultism layered in cute.
It's been bothering me for over a year now. Possibly several years. The thing is, I feel like there are two influences speaking to me, God and the devil, and I can't tell which one is which. I know that God doesn't sound like the devil, and that the devil will try to sound like God, so that gives me a hint.
I feel like the devil is levying accusations at me, trying to blur the lines between fantasy and reality.
I know there are some occultic themes in Pokemon. Not in ALL of Pokemon, but in a large enough portion of it, particularly the psychic and ghost types. But I also know that Pokemon has never been a one-on-one representation of reality, and includes things that have never been real to begin with and never will be, so it makes me wonder how much stock people really put into it. I also have Christian friends who play Pokemon and take part in my Pokemon RP with a clean conscience, so there's that.
But I'm worrying that playing Pokemon may be negatively affecting my discernment.
My family has a history of schizophrenia, and a close relative was just hospitalized for it. So I'm worrying that I may be losing my mind over the Pokemon issue, over trying to convince myself that there aren't demons following me around over it, or perhaps it's the demons that are trying to convince me. But in the meantime, I'm still going crazy here, with worry, guilt, and concern.
Right now, I'm praying God gives me a miracle, clarity of mind, and lets me see how things REALLY are here. I've made such wonderful friends in the Pokemon community, and some of them are Christians as well. I've wondered about that -- how some Christians seem to take fantasy better than others. C.S. Lewis and J.R.R. Tolkien, for instance, studied mythology and used aspects of it in their famous books. My parents taught us kids ancient mythology as well, even while they told us not to play Pokemon.
I also have a group of RPers on my own subreddit who RP Twitch Plays Pokemon storylines with me, and some of them are Christians.
So it makes me uneasy trying to figure out this whole "occultism in Pokemon" stuff, because hey I know Pokemon isn't real anyway, but isn't it kind of desensitizing to kids to hand them an imaginary pet monster that delights in casting curses on people?
Actually, it seems like Pokemon is a metaphor for my life right now -- it's a beautiful world, but it's full of so much danger ready to jump out at me from the tall grass, and some of that danger looks deceptively huggable.
Please pray for me.
Conflicted regarding Pokemon Burst
So right now, I'm gonna lay it to you straight. I have no idea if I'm ever going to finish my Pokemon Burst TTRPG homebrew that I've been planning for over a year now. I simply have no experience whatsoever in writing homebrew, and for something as complicated as Pokemon, it's probably way too complicated for a first project. But at the same time... maybe it's a sunk-cost fallacy, but I really want to make SOMETHING out of this, y'know? I want to make something workable, something I can play with my friends without having to worry about it being too broken to work. But for the time being, I have absolutely no idea how to go about it. I should probably bite the bullet and just ask for help developing it. But right now, I'm not even sure if it's worth it. The concept makes me feel irrationally nervous, but if the project wants any hope of actually succeeding, it's probably essential for me to have someone to help me. Anyway. Just a ramble.
Viewing Thanksgiving with 2020 Vision
It's been a terrible year by anyone's standards, but if you're reading this, you still have a lot to be thankful for. How do I know that, you ask? Because if you're reading this, not only do you have Internet access, but you also have electricity, which is more than many people in third-world countries can attest. And if you have Internet access, you have a way of communicating with the people that you love even when you're in lockdown. Heck, the Internet gives us the ability to interact with people all over the world, people we've never seen in person and yet are so indelibly part of our lives in this brave new world of the 2020s. What will the world look like in 2021? God only knows. I pray that it will be a better world, a healed world, medically, socially, politically, and spiritually. I pray that all people everywhere will learn to look past the labels that divide us and embrace the humanity that unites us. I pray that true liberty and justice FOR ALL will be a reality and not
Pokemon Burst homebrew update
So for those of you who remember that I'm working on a homebrew Pokemon RPG involving the Burst mechanic, I've got good news and I've got bad news. The good news is that I'm still working on it. The bad news is that due to balancing issues and having to tweak the mechanics further, the estimated time of arrival for the Kanto beta has been delayed from Holiday 2020 to somewhere around Summer 2021. I'm definitely looking forward to sharing this project with the world, but I want to make sure the beta is playable before I release it, so I'm going to have to ask you all to be patient while I restat about two hundred and fifty Pokemon species (counting evos, preevos, Megas, G-Maxes, and regional forms/evolutions of the original 151 Kanto Pokemon, plus Meltan and Melmetal because they appeared in LGPE and I really like them a lot). Please understand.
So... I'm doing a blog
A Pokemon blog, to be precise. Titled "Don't Get Me Started," because seriously, don't get me started on Pokemon. I spent all Friday writing the first article, and even some of Saturday, because I couldn't stop myself. I just had to. https://nuzlockeforums.com/forum/index.php?threads/dont-get-me-started-a-pokemon-blog.19583/ The first article is on the Bulbasaur line. Yes, I fully intend on blogging my way through the entire Pokedex. No, that's not going to be solely what the blog is about. I have several other article ideas, but as to what they are, you'll just have to wait and seeeeeeee...!
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My friend, I have researched many things about pokemon, and there is no occultism on it^^ No need to worry
Psychic types are more magic or meditation based, as for ghost types...well, they are just ghosts, many characters in many child cartoons are ghosts
Hypnosis is actually a technique used by some psychiatrists to make their patients fall half-asleep as far as I know.
Yoga is more an hinduism thing than a christian thing, and its more a relaxation technique rather than an ocultist one.
And gods? Well, many other series contain gods, like Disney´s Hercules for example.
What I mean is, that there is nothing to worry about^^
Psychic types are more magic or meditation based, as for ghost types...well, they are just ghosts, many characters in many child cartoons are ghosts
Hypnosis is actually a technique used by some psychiatrists to make their patients fall half-asleep as far as I know.
Yoga is more an hinduism thing than a christian thing, and its more a relaxation technique rather than an ocultist one.
And gods? Well, many other series contain gods, like Disney´s Hercules for example.
What I mean is, that there is nothing to worry about^^